ABOUT A NARC VOLUME 1
CHAPTER 3
Dear Narc,
Do you remember that evening in January? I was tired from work, and you met me at my apartment after you left the gym. The radiator heated up the entire house Not only that, you bought us Chinese food. You had chicken wings and rice, and I had broccoli and vegetables, because you knew I was trying to eat healthier. I always loved how thoughtful you were in that way, even though it was fake. We sat on my couch, you slipped my heels off, and you just rubbed my feet so well. It was otherworldly. I felt like I wasn’t even there for that time period. Then you starting kissing me. You worked your way up my left leg, and at this point it started feeling blissful, and what started in the living room, we finished in the bedroom. You didn’t have any condoms, and luckily I had some, but I found it odd that I had to tell you to wear one. Anywho, we proceeded to make love that night. It was different than the other times we had sex in the hotels that I paid for. You made my body come alive. I had an orgasm that was out of this world. You had me at this point. After our lovemaking, we both laid there butt naked. I rested my head on your chest. I never felt that secure in a long long time. That’s how you made me feel. That’s how good you were. We talked about us being together; building a life together, and I had to have this feeling as much as possible. I didn’t want this to ever end, so it was time to take the next step.
The day you brought your clothes here, it was official. We were now living together. I remember the day you moved into my apartment. You saw how tired I was from work, and you just took it upon yourself to mop the kitchen and dining room floors without me having to ask you. You just don’t know much I appreciated that. I couldn’t get past how perfect you were. You were everything I wanted. My search was over. I didn’t have to look any further. Although I just met you around three weeks earlier, I just knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You were the man I was looking for. My God, everything was just so perfect. My sons were telling me to slow down. It was too soon, but true love doesn’t have a timetable right? I loved you. I was ready to give you everything. I wanted to make you happy, but you know what is said about something being too good to be true. That’s what you were...one big fraud. I gotta give it to you. You worked me. You had me in such a whirlwind that I couldn’t think straight. You texted me just enough times throughout the day to keep me smiling. It was all part of your deception; all part of your game...to reel me in like a large bass in the lake. You were clever and crafty. Bravo you sick piece of shit.
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